Doubted Love Part Two
Doubted Love Part 2
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Description: Ryoko's turn to doubt Aeka's love for her 
 
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'Doubted Love' Part 2 
Disclaimer: Well I'm sorry to say I don't own any of the Tenchi Muyo characters..so whatever you do please don't sue me. 
WARNING LEMON CONTENT..IF YOU ARE UNDER *18* DO NOT READ!! BUT I KNOW YOU'RE GOING TO ANYWAY!! 


Another day. .Another lonely day. We’ve made love a number of times already, but still the thought remains, does she love me? I stare off in my own little world, the shades of gray slowly becoming darker, turning into black. The laughter that I once heard so often is fading away just like my happiness. Now all I hear are screams and moans, my own demons are taunting me. Love. Hate. Give me a meaning to them both I beg to someone, anyone. She is unaware that I am looking at her, she sees me, and smiles. I smile back but the smile is forced and I think she sees it. “Why, god why?” I say out loud. No one hears me but maybe the termites in the wooden beam that I lay on. 

“Ryoko could you kindly come down here and help me set the table?” she asks me. 
I nod my head as I slowly drift my way towards her. God she is beautiful, she is everything I need, everything I want, and she’s my soul mate. God I love you Aeka! I know I’ve said it a number of times but, I don’t think words, or even actions express it!! Again she looks at me, and smiles. Again just like before I smile a forced smile, and this time she does not let me get away with it. 
“Is something wrong?” she asks me with worry tainting those beautiful eyes of hers. Those eyes I have lost myself in many, no, countless number of times before. Those eyes that have shown me fear, anger, lust, and pure ecstasy. 
“I’m fine my love,” I hated lying to her, it made my stomach queasy and my head spin. But today I had to, my emotions were out of order, today is just not my day. 
“I’m right here if you need me,” Her voice was smooth and calming, she looked around to see if anyone was lurking in the shadows and gave me a quick peck on the cheek. 
We worked in silence almost the whole way through, but she broke it when she asked me to join her after dinner up on the roof. I nodded my head and phased out to my trusty beam. 

So I am here again, thinking once more. Racking my brains for answers I know I don’t have. God… Ryoko the Great Space Pirate, Destroyer Of Worlds, Killer of Children, in love?!?  I laugh at my current dilemma, I had once vowed never to love, never to feel, never to let my walls and defenses down, but all that crumbled like a stale chocolate chip cookie. With one drunken moment and a kiss that sealed my fate. That innocent kiss.  The electric shock that has passed through my body was unlike anything I had ever felt before!  That Princess, she always gets what she wants. I smile remembering all the times that we’ve fought, over that boy Tenchi. I must admit he is rather handsome, his eyes so brown and deep with caring. My Tenchi. No, NO! What am I thinking?! Not my Tenchi, no ones Tenchi, I love Aeka. But do I? Of course I do, I just said I did, why wouldn’t I? “Argghh” I grit my teeth in frustration, and close my eyes tightly shut. Bright colors explode in front of me, shapes of all sizes float around, only to dissolve moments later. 
“Dinner’s ready Ryoko,” The soft voice of a child calls up to me, breaking my moment of intense concentration.  Sasami stares up at me, smiling with Ryo-Oh-Ki perched upon her neatly combed hair. 
“Miya, miya” The furry brown cabbit knows something is wrong with me. Damn that telepathic link! 
“I’m coming Sasami.”  Sasami was such an intelligent little girl. Not to mention the best cook I had ever seen! Once more I float down from my perch upon the rafters and join the others for the last meal of the day. 

Everyone was talking and laughing, I put in my two cents worth a couple of times just to add to the conversation and seem like my normal havoc wreaking self. I have no appetite for food tonight, even though the baked fish and rice with a nice warm gravy looked, smelled and even tasted delicious. My mind was wandering, back through the nights when Aeka and I made love, when we held each other close and whispered softly to one another. I can remember the night when Aeka finally told me she loved me. We had just finished a night of love making, the sun was slowly making it’s way up, piercing the darkness with it’s light. I had gotten up and walked toward the window, my body glistening with sweat, to watch nature at it’s best. 
“What are you doing Ryoko?” I can remember her asking. 
“Watching something I haven’t seen in a long while, Aeka.” I responded. I could hear Aeka getting up to join me at the window, the sheets were rustling and I knew she was covering herself up. She appeared on my right side with the cream colored sheets wrapped around her naked body. We watched in silence as the sun slowly crept it’s way above the trees. We stood in front of the window the light silhouetting our bodies. Aeka turned towards me, “What is it?” I asked her 
“That was beautiful,” she looked straight into my eyes, and I felt my heart give a little jump, “just like you.” She took a step towards me letting the blanket fall around her feet, I could feel the heat radiating off of her body. She brought her lips to mine and we kissed. But this kiss was unlike any other kiss. I could feel there was something different. Never the less I embraced her, pressing her against my naked frame. Aeka broke the kiss and looked at me again squarely in the eyes. I felt as though she was looking right through me, right into my soul. Tears began forming in her eyes, I started to speak but she hushed me by putting her right index finger up against my lips. “I love you Ryoko,” I was a bit stunned and I think she saw it. We made love anew that morning and it was more beautiful than anything else in the world. 

“Ryoko, hey Ryoko. Earth to Ryoko,” My memories were again disrupted. I had come back to reality unfortunately and was now founded out. “Jeez Ryoko you really spaced out there, what were you thinking about?” Tenchi looked at me curiously. I stuttered out my answer out my excuse, which made them even more curious. Oh bloody hell, I thought to myself as questions began arising from everyone.  Without hesitation I excused myself politely from the dinner table, remembering to thank Sasami for another wonderful meal of course and phased out of sight.   

The breeze is nice tonight. It’s hypnotic in a sense. I hear the leaves of the cherry trees rustling in the darkness.  The wind is blowing up against my back; it feels as though it’s trying to swallow me. I can feel it hugging every curve of my body. Silently I wish it would pick me up and carry me far away from here, for just one moment. I was relishing in the cool breeze when it suddenly stopped, and I was vaguely aware that someone was behind me. 
“You skipped out on dinner early, didn’t want to wash those dishes did you?”  I turned my head to the left and chuckled softly. 
“You know me, I hate doing chores,” I answered trying to sound cheerful. Aeka walked beside me and sat down, fixing her kimono neatly underneath her. 

“That I do know, my love,” I could smell the strawberry shampoo she used. The smell was intoxicating, I wanted to grab her and kiss her, but my doubts held me back. 
“How have you been today Princess?” I asked her, trying pathetically to start a conversation. 
“I was plagued by erotic thoughts of you all throughout the day. I wanted nothing more that to have you pinned beneath me screaming my name over and over and over!” I stared at Aeka, my mouth slightly open and my ears ringing with disbelief. And for the first time today I actually laughed. 
“You surprise me Aeka,” I looked at her questioningly, “Have you been reading father’s hentai books again?” My mind raced with thoughts of Aeka sitting down in the dark with a candle for light going through Tenchi’s father’s books. Again I laughed at my own self. 
“What are you thinking?” Aeka had a smirk of satisfaction on her face. 
“Truthfully?” I asked her. 
“Yes,” she gave me a little push and then she asked, “it wasn’t something perverted was it?” I didn’t answer her. “You sick little thing! What was it?” 
“I was just picturing you flipping through dirty magazines,” I laughed softly again as the image reappeared in my mind. 
“You’re such a...a...thing!!”  Aeka laughed as she pushed me again, this time she used her hand and pushed me back.   
“Hey!” I cried out not expecting Aeka would do something like that. But before I knew what was happening she had swung her left leg over me and was sitting on my hips. 
Her weight on top of felt heavenly and I could feel the heat within me begin to rise. 
Aeka sat on top of me smiling. She had planned this!! My hands made their way up her arms and softly I caressed them. My mind is screaming at me NO!! But the desire won out. 
“Ryoko, I’ve been craving you all day long. I need to feel you,” Aeka bent down and lightly kissed my upper lip. I sucked in my breath as a sharp glorious pain attacked my lower stomach. 
“Aeka….” I breathed as she shifted her body so that it lay horizontal on mine. Her right leg had come to rest in between my two and her soft thigh softly caressed me as she moved. My nails began to scratch at her back as the emotions in me swelled, my breaths started to come in short ragged gasps. Aeka’s kisses felt like fire upon my skin, the cold night air mixed with the heat radiating off my body sent shivers cascading throughout me. I was in a euphoric state, all my doubts disappeared and all that remained was the slowly quickening pace of my heart. I could myself start losing control; my body began reacting to her every touch. My hands roamed her body as if they had a mind of their own. Then my eyes shot open and heat that was radiating throughout my body instantly turned cold, “No!” I growled, and Aeka immediately stopped caressing my body. She looked at me bewildered and began to speak. 
“Ryoko what’s the ma….” 
“It’s not you…it…it’s me” I cut her off and stuttered. I could feel the anger in me begin to build and without giving her time to respond to me I phased out from beneath her leaving her alone. 
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I stared out at the Lake, the moon casting its hypnotic reflection upon the silvery water. 
Silently I cursed myself, I had let her get to me. I let my defenses down and her Calvary came right in and demolished my army of men that had protected me. 
“Damn!” I cursed the starry night sky, gritting my teeth and finally letting the tears make it’s journey down my face. She must be furious at me! Instead of facing the problem I run from it like a scared child!! Ryoko, Destroyer of Planets my ass!! How could I have been so stupid?!? 

TWO HOURS LATER 
I silently sit next to Sasami watching a program about a lawyer and her life at the office. 
“Must we watch this nonsense?” I say not really caring about what was on the television. I wasn’t paying much attention to it anyway my mind was somewhere else. 
“…I need to feel you….” Aeka’s voice echoed in the back of my head.  I could smell how aroused she was, and even now that scent is still driving me mad. I shook my head trying to get the memory of her arousal out of my head but for some reason it seemed to have gotten stronger. I breathed in deeply and shut my eyes, her scent had become overpowering I felt as if I were suffocating in it. I could feel my lower belly begin to ache. I let out a low growl and quickly got up off the couch only to run into Aeka. 
"Princess!!" I breathed. 
She scowled at me whispered between clenched teeth, "Demon." 
A sharp pain stabbed at my heart, and for a moment the hurt flashed upon my face.  I could see her eyes soften but it was only for a mere second, they became cold and empty once again. 

*Ryoko's Thoughts* 
My walls have crumbled, my heart in pieces, my emotions in chaos. All for you my love...I remember when you went through this same thing...doubting if I really loved you. And I proved that I loved you with all my heart my body and soul. And here I doubt your love for me. I know that you would gladly die a thousand deaths for me Aeka, but still I doubt your love. 
It's tearing me apart inside, inch-by-inch. I would give anything to hold you in my arms, kiss you lips, and run my hands over your 'soft-as silk' body. But my own insecurities hold me back. DAMN THIS!! DAMN ME!! Love has brought me happiness but the hurt is unbearable. I love you with all my heart Aeka, but if this were the pain that I must endure for loving you, I would rather not love. 

*Back to reality* 

"So when are you going to move out of my way?" Aeka's voice trembled with hatred and seeped with venom. A strange feeling gripped my chest and I felt as though I could not breathe. I brought my hand up to my heart and clutched the fabric that covered it, trying to ease the pain that stabbed at it. My tears couldn't be held back any longer; in front of my one true love my raw emotion was bared. 
I looked away from her tears falling from my cheeks, not a sound had escaped from my trembling lips. 
I felt a soft hand wipe away a tear that was making it journey down my face. 
"My Love," I heard her whisper. The coldness in her voice had vanished, replaced by the warmth of her love for me. 
"Sister! Not here, go to your room!!" Sasami's voice penetrated the air. Aeka gave her sister a disapproving glare, and quickly took a firm grasp on my hand. My mind went blank as I felt myself being pulled up the stairs towards Aeka's bedroom. I don't know how long I was sitting on her bed it must have been only a few seconds. Aeka was looking at me intently as if she was trying to read my mind. 
"You know Ryoko, I can't read your mind," she said quietly. 
'She can read minds!!!' I thought but then quickly dismissed it. 
"Tell me what's wrong, please" Aeka looked at me, begging. 
“I…I ..” Pathetically I attempted to explain. But nothing came out. This was so irritating!!! 
“My love, take your time,” Aeka sat down next to me and covered my trembling hand with her own. I stared at her hand, fighting to find words to express the feelings inside of me.   My heart began to throb mercilessly in my chest, I felt as if my rib cage was going burst open. Then the trembling feeling washed upon my whole body, ‘God could this get any more worse’ I thought. 
“Ryoko?” Aeka looked upon me, her eyes reflecting the worry that was building inside of her. 
Still, I remained silent. I felt her hand squeeze mine gently giving me the courage to speak. And finally to my amazement I spoke, “I..I love you Aeka,” My voice cracked as I spoke her name. 
“And I love you, my Ryoko,” she lifted my hand to her lips and kissed it softly. “I love you like I have no other. And as I have said once before, I love you with my heart, my body and my soul.” 
Once again as if on cue, my cheeks became wet with tears. My heart swelled with joy, but still ached for some reason. “Kiss me,” I could barely even hear my own self say it.  I turned my head towards the Jewel sitting next to me, she was looking at me in the most peculiar way. 
“Kiss you?” Her left eyebrow arched giving her a most amusing facial expression, “kiss you where?” 
The fear that had suddenly been building in me heart quickly vanished, and I chuckled softly. “So you have been reading father’s hentai books!” I accused playfully. 
“I needed a few more love making tips” She honestly answered, “so back to my question, where would you like me to kiss you?” 
The tension that once filled the room had quickly diminished, and was replaced by a sudden heat. 
Coyly I decided to play along with Aeka’s game, my past doubts disappearing. “Anywhere you’d like to.” 
Smiling mischievously she reached out and touched her finger to my lips, “Here?” she asked, “or maybe here.” She traced my jaw line and lightly touched my neck.  I could feel the hairs on my body stand at attention. “Or maybe somewhere…like around this area,” she continued down my neck over my collarbone and over the top of my breasts. I quickly sucked in air as my body reacted to her touch. “Hmmm…I think I’ll start here.” She leaned forward and brushed her lips against mine, then moved her head and rubbed my cheek with her own before returning back to my hungry mouth. I gave a throaty groan into her mouth as my hands moved up her sides, caressing the warm, soft body beneath her clothes. Then without warning she ground her mouth into mine in an animalistic manner. Her passion was flaming. I could smell her arousal. She then moved away from my mouth and made a trail of kisses from my jaw line down to my neck. Suddenly she pulled away, and stood up in front of me. I look at her in a confusing manner; she took both my hands and pulled me forward, into her. With both our bodies pressing together the heat in room seemed to increase ten fold. Our lips locked in a moment of raw passion once more and this time it was Aeka who moaned into me. I lost myself in her kisses; it felt as if she had ten hands, all caressing me at once. Then I heard a soft sound, kind of like clothes falling in a heap on the floor, and I felt a finger graze my nipple. Almost instantly my knees went weak and I leaned heavily into my lover. She held on to me tightly, and only then did I realize that she had managed to undress me. I was standing before her naked at her whim and mercy. She placed her hands upon both my shoulders, and gently pushed me back. My calves finally made contact with the edge of the bed and ever so slowly I lay down upon it. 
“You’re beautiful,” Aeka breathes to me and she crawls up my naked body. She runs the palm of her hand up and legs and as she gets closer to my pelvis she turns her hands inward and teases the insides of my thighs. 
“Stop…teasing…me” I manage to get out between breaths. This woman is driving me mad. She inched herself higher on my body leaving trails of kisses on every part of skin she could come in contact with. ‘I can’t take much more of this’ I thought to myself, the ache in my belly was slowly becoming painful. 
“Say pretty please with cherries on top,” She grinned at me wickedly; her eyes looking upward as she lightly flicked her tongue on my right nipple. 
“Pretty...Ple...AHHH,” she’d given my nipple a quick nip before engorging herself with it. Her mouth covered the tip of my breast as her tongue played with my sensitive nipple, her other hand was kneading my formally untouched left breast. Different sensations were ripping through my body, my legs took on a life of their own, raising up and down. My hands played a game of Pictionary on Aeka’s back, the images unknown to me and to her. Once in a while they buried themselves in the lavender locks of my mistress, the Princess. 
Aeka had seemed to have enough of my breasts; she moved up some more and locked lips with me once again. Intensely she kissed me, as if trying to reach my soul. She disengaged our kiss and sat up on me, straddling me. She was sitting on my stomach, so I pushed her down a bit so she now sat on my hips, right on top of my sex. Again she grinned at me, ‘god damn this woman!!!’ I gave a low growl and ground my hips upward into her keeping my hands on her waist so she wouldn’t be able to move. She closed her eyes at the contact and bit her lower lip. I know she didn’t feel the fullness of the contact; her clothes were still on. 
“Take this off,” I mutter as I try hastily to rip the clothes off of her. She lightly taps my hands away and in a couple of swift motions her kimono was off and on the floor next to mine. I cocked my head to one side pondering how she did that, but it didn’t last for long. Aeka had managed to surprise me once again. She had no undergarments on. “My, my. Since when did you become so kinky?” I asked her with a smirk on my face. 
“About five minutes before I was going to seduce you on the roof top” she answered sardonically. A jolt of sadness stabbed at my heart, it must have showed on my face because Aeka quickly bent down and kissed me reassuring me it was all right. Without caution or any hint as what she was going to do I felt a sudden jolt as Aeka’s fingers parted me. Involuntarily I arched up into her fingers, causing her to enter me slightly. 
“Mmmmm…” I arched my back even further forcing Aeka to move off of me and between my legs. I was now resting on my heels and shoulders, “Please…” I begged her. 
“You forgot to say ‘pretty please with cherries on top’” She leaned forward and gave me a quick lick. 
“Oh, Jesus woman!” I let out an exasperated sigh, “pretty please with cherries ON TOP!!.”  She had entered me fully as I gotten to the last two words, they came out in a medium high squeak/grunt. 
“That’s better,” with her free hand she pushed on my hips easing my back and bottom down on the bed. With ‘come hither’ motions she began to caress the top of my vaginal wall, another avalanche of pleasure tidal waved throughout my body. She had found that special spot. 
I started to rock my hips into her, slowly we started to find a rhythm and I was being brought higher and higher. Each time I thought I was going crash down in a wave of pleasure she brought me a bit higher by teasing my clit with her tongue. Finally, with her tongue teasing me, her fingers working magic inside me, I could take no more, “GOD, DON’T STOP!!” I screamed as I shut my eyes tightly and grasped the back of her head forcing her mouth harder onto my swollen, throbbing nub. My whole body tensed, as my back arched almost painfully, dots began exploding behind my closed eyes, and my teeth clenched so hard I thought my jaw was going to lock in place. My body shook and trembled, my toes tensed and relaxed. I felt as if my lungs were going to explode if I didn’t take in a deep breath soon. It seemed to go on forever, wave after wave crashed down on me. I heard myself scream Aeka’s name, but I wasn’t sure if I was imagining it or what. 
Then, time stopped. I opened my eyes and glanced around the room, it was unusually bright. Everything seemed to being going in slow motion. I looked at Aeka. Sweat beads glistened off of her body. I took a slow deep breath and squinted as the light in the room began to get brighter and brighter. I let out one last shriek of pure ecstasy before collapsing onto the bed.  My chest heaved up and down, my lungs burning. I felt weak, my limbs refused to move, and my eyes struggled to open. 
“Marry me,” came the soft whisper of my darling. She had managed to climb up next to me without me even knowing. “I want you to be mine forever and me yours forever.” 
“What about the throne?” My voice came out in a hoarse whisper. I was still trying to regain my normal breathing. 
“I would give up anything for you, even the throne.” Aeka kissed my ear as she pulled a thin sheet over our naked bodies. 
Did my ears deceive me?? The crowned Princess of Jurai has just proposed to me!! She’s willing to give up her birthright for me!! Do I deserve this?? 
“Say ‘yes’,” She spoke even softer into me ear. 
“Aeka…I…I…” 
“Say ‘yes’,” She propped her head up on right hand, with her elbow supporting her. She gazed upon me, her eyes filled with love and honesty. “I love you, Ryoko, and I want us to be together forever until the end of time. I want to wake up next to you every morning. I want you to be the one comforting me when things go wrong. Without you, my love, I am incomplete. So please, Ryoko The Space Pirate, marry me and be mine forever.” 
“Aeka…I..” 
“SAY YES!!!!” 
Again I was cut off, and equally surprised. I had jumped at the sound of another voice in the room that was not my own or Aeka’s. There in the doorway stood her sister Princess Sasami. 
“SASAMI!!!” I could almost see Aeka’s face get red with embarrassment. She quickly sat up and held the sheet against her chest .“How long have you been standing there you little brat!?!” 
Sasami gave a giggle and smiled impishly, “Well I came up to tell you guys you were being all loud, but by the time I had come up to the door it stopped. Then I heard you to talking, and I’m sorry for eavesdropping sister.” 
“You will speak non of this to anyone, understand?” Aeka said in a stern voice. 
“Don’t worry sister, I won’t!!” Sasami flashed us a toothy grin as she shut the door. 
“Well, that was interesting…” I began to say before the door was flung open once again and Sasami’s head poked through. 
“Say ‘yes’ Ryoko!!” She gave a frightful squeal as Aeka hurtled a pillow at her. The door quickly closed once more, we could hear Sasami’s footsteps running down the stairs. 
“I love your sister, she’s so cute.” I said smiling at how coy Sasami was. “I can’t wait until she bonds with Tsunami.” I smile devilishly. 
“That’s my sister you’re talking about Ryoko!!” Aeka said as she smacked my arm. 
“Ow!” I faked being hurt. “Be careful there Princess or I might just change my answer from ‘yes’ to ‘no’.” The look on Aeka’s face was a definite Kodak moment. She dove upon me kissing me with renewed fervor. Her hands once again roamed my body. I could feel the heat within me start to rise. I grabbed both her wrists tightly and smile at her, “It’s your turn,” with a quick turn of my body I had her pinned beneath me. I winked at her before I began the so called ‘lovers ritual’. 

NEXT MORNING 
“Good morning Aeka,” Tenchi smiled at the Princess. He knew what was going on, he heard it all last night!! “Sleep well?” he laughed inwardly. 
“I suppose,” replied Aeka. She knew he was being a smart ass. 
I was watching the whole scene unfold before me. I was perched upon my good old trusty wooden beam.  The  thought hit me like a ton of bricks, ‘I’m gonna have some fun with this.’ I phased out and appeared behind Tenchi softly and seductively I whispered in his ear, my lips slightly touching him, “Good morning Lord Tenchi,” my eyes kept a fix on Aeka’s I wanted to see if she would get jealous. “I think the question is; did you sleep well last night?” I brought my hands around began drawing little circles on his chest. 
“I…I….I…” Tenchi stuttered as his face turned a slight shade of red. 
“I know you heard us,” I breathed the words into his ear, “did you enjoy what you heard?” I laughed cruelly. Teasing was so much fun!  Then I heard a sigh. I looked up and saw Aeka, her eyes shone with amusement but her facial features said differently. She was trying hard to put on an irritated face. I phased out from behind Tenchi and appeared in front of my beloved. I leaned forward and kissed her softly, giving Tenchi a show. 
Aeka and I then turned to him and with innocent expressions on our faces. 
“What?” We said in unison. 
I then intertwined my fingers with my wife’s and walked away leaving Tenchi surprised, dumfounded and bewildered.   


~There you go folks Part Two of  “Doubted Love” I hope you enjoyed it. Sorry for it being delayed I had a bad case if writer block.   If you have any comments or flames please send to ryoko_125@hotmail.com.~